Difficult times

This is difficult
I know im happy being with u
Yet i knw u ur gonna be happy without me
I miss u but i find it unwise
NDP please start early
I need more work to stop thinking abt u
But i miss u
Sigh...

Extreme torture

Its a torture trying to prevent myself from texting u or calling u.
But i knw in the future u will be happy.
I had time alone in the hotel last night
Thinking abt u
Wanted to do something for u
But i realise in our relationship
Whatever gd things i do for u
U always brood abt the bad things instead of the things i do for u.
I have my difficulties but u dont seem to see it from my point of view.
But what is done is done
I still love you but its never enough for u right from the start
I guess thats how u are
Maybe im not the right one for u
So many things i wish to say but i find it unwise.
Your tired of being in the relationship
I can see that and i dont blame u
Im not a gd bf as u claim i am so lets leave it at that
This is my last goodbye
I wish you best in your future
And hope you will find what you are looking for.
i cherished the memories we had
And thank you for bringing me happiness for this brief moment in time together.
Will always love you lili
And if u need anything or anyone to talk i will be a phone call away.
I wont be looking back anymore
Goodbye lili



Love Didi